the kaleidoscope

this is just an ordinary thursday for me except that we had the meeting de avance by the candidates for the 2008-2009 SSG officers. for the second time around, we only have 1 party list to be voted. but even if we only have 1 party list, it doesn’t mean that i’ll be voting them straightly. i still have my own choice.

that was quite a long program and honestly, we were a little bored together with my friends. we really did not listen.we just spend our time their chatting and eating.

i guess we wasn’t sincere in listening to their speeches(hehe). but the part that caught our attention was when it was the time for the students to ask questions to the candidates and it was really intense. the students was asking questions that was almost personal. the candidates were asked about their duties and attitude towards their service the previous activities and role they have. the students had noticed their different attitude towards their duties during school involvement.

we cannot deny the fact that there is really this attitude that we get to take the advantage of what we are holding although i still try to consider those who do not.

to make up with that not-a-kind reaction, i am still confident that now that they are already running for a higher position, i know that they will be more responsile in fulfilling their duty and that they will be more initiative in their respective designation.

may they be patient enough in conveying with their fellow students and in promoting different activities to enhance the student’s capabilities and talents.go for the best guys!

i hate my tuesday night! i had an argument with a person who’s so close to me. we had argued of a non sense thing.

is it really wrong for me to use computer when he doesn’t know?

do i have to tell him every detail that i do?

honestly, i think that it’s just so unfair for him to treat me like that. everytime we have an argument,i think of the things and the reasons why we argue. when i try to figure out things, i always come to think why is he like that and like this.why does he get mad of the things that i usually do. where actually,when it comes to all his stuffs and activities, i don’t have any demands from him. i let him do the things he has to do. i understand him on the things he does even if i am not interested on them. i try to listen to him sincerely everytime he talks of something which i really don’t have any idea on what is that.

i can’t really express to him what is my real thought about bad things that sometimes happen to us.i am always concern of the fairness for the both of us.

but despite those conflicts,we still try to settle them down. when we both cool down, we try to talk things better and compromise them.

i admit that i am sometimes selfish on things but when i am already calmed down, i always make sure that i am making things ok after.i just need time for myself whenever i’m already very pissed off ,anyway what’s good in me is that i easily get cooled down.

after those arguments anyway, we’re making things up for each other and we make it a lesson for us. a lesson and a challenge in our journey where we both know that we can overcome them all.

it’s also a nice thing to experience challenges sometime to learn things better and to know how to deal with them confidently.