foolish night!
i hate my tuesday night! i had an argument with a person who’s so close to me. we had argued of a non sense thing.
is it really wrong for me to use computer when he doesn’t know?
do i have to tell him every detail that i do?
honestly, i think that it’s just so unfair for him to treat me like that. everytime we have an argument,i think of the things and the reasons why we argue. when i try to figure out things, i always come to think why is he like that and like this.why does he get mad of the things that i usually do. where actually,when it comes to all his stuffs and activities, i don’t have any demands from him. i let him do the things he has to do. i understand him on the things he does even if i am not interested on them. i try to listen to him sincerely everytime he talks of something which i really don’t have any idea on what is that.
i can’t really express to him what is my real thought about bad things that sometimes happen to us.i am always concern of the fairness for the both of us.
but despite those conflicts,we still try to settle them down. when we both cool down, we try to talk things better and compromise them.
i admit that i am sometimes selfish on things but when i am already calmed down, i always make sure that i am making things ok after.i just need time for myself whenever i’m already very pissed off ,anyway what’s good in me is that i easily get cooled down.
after those arguments anyway, we’re making things up for each other and we make it a lesson for us. a lesson and a challenge in our journey where we both know that we can overcome them all.
it’s also a nice thing to experience challenges sometime to learn things better and to know how to deal with them confidently.
