the kaleidoscope

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a perfect Sunday for me. although it is not new to me that we are together every Sunday but this was one of the best i guess.

it was a perfect love all day. as we stay longer, we create the greatest love ever! i thought that being together for a long time would gradually fade and i was afraid at first because i thought that i would easily give up on it but i was wrong and instead, prove something different for me. now i can tell that this is true love and i am ready for this love to be eternal. but only time can tell when will this be official and i am excited for that day.we just have to fix and finish several things for preparation.

i am confident that we are both true to each other. though tepmtation sometimes surprise me but i don’t hang on to it because i have learned a lot from my experiences how it is to hang to a bad temptation-all temptation are bad, don’t you think?

i do believe that love moves in mysterious ways. indeed! you don’t know how did it all happen and how we reached this far despite all the misunderstandings and arguments still we grew. i don’t have enough knowledge about relationships and commitments but with true love, you’ll learn everything in a sudden. mistakes are involved and you can’t blame anyone. for in your mistakes you learn how it should be handled and the best, experience are the best teachers in life.

most of the time we commit sin but still God blesses us with wonderful things and he does not leave us alone living miserably. if he gives us challenge, he makes sure that we can get over it and we can handle it.

sometimes i feel pissed off by this guy because of my mood but my ending? i always realized that love still prevails.

see how terrible an inlove person is?

-terrible but very inspired and creative having a very flowery life!!! haaay…seems like no problem in the world.

——-i love you babe!——- 

on this day, i’ve done nothing unusual still those old doing chores, sleeping,eating, watching t.v and barely staying at home. waiting for a blessing to come along and something that would make me interested with.

i have this ability that many things suddenly pops up in my mind and thinks of many things mostly are things that i want to have even if i don’t have money, i am just fun of thinking things to buy. and by this time, CROCS got my imagination…i became interested with these over run crocs. i don’t know if they’re really original or just another faking. they are a whole lot cheaper than those that are in the stores.

now i’m trying to think if i should get one of them or just wait when i can get those authentics…of course authentics still are the best and i’ll try to get my own.

this is my first week of my vacation from school. i thought i was excited about this but then i realized that its such a boring life staying at home with nothing to do.

i wished i have prepared for this like applying into a summer job. as a first timer, i don’t know what to do first and summer job slots are hard to be found. but wish i could find one…

Davao City, Philippines just celebrated its "72nd Araw ng Davao" there were a number of bazaars and mall sales but i was not in the mood to stroll down the streets. i have no pennies to spend on…too bad…

as of now, i am still trying to figure out how am i supposed to be useful for these days. i hope luck would just come along and surprise me…

i don’t believe Friday the 13th brings bad luck at all. all throughout this day i haven’t encountered anything that was seriously rude.except for the whole day rain i guess - but i don’t consider it as bad luck actually. it was instead a blessing from heavens because for several days that was very hot and sunny, there was still cold and rain. don’t you think?

as of today, i had my very last exam for this school year. i took my major exam. only one. i was pretty confident about it for proud to say, i studied very well to the best that i can last night to make up my low grades in the previous exams. i just hope now that i won’t be disappointed with my expectations and to the hard work i’ve done. next thing i did after my exams was to wait for my friend who’s still about to take her last two exams…i just waited for her, anyway it will be the last day in school and we have to finish a requirement after their exams - our laboratory manual that is deadlined for today.

after school, me and my friend played in the rain. we walked all over town assuming that there’s no rain since we don’t have any umbrella to use we just dropped by a pawnshp to redeem her earrings. she needs it when she get home to Cagayan -her mother will surely look for it.

then we went to the mall to meet someone and at the same time i saw a number of friends from high school. it was early evening when i got back home safely. thank God. see,it’s just an ordinary day that we should be thankful of.

haven’t been posted for several days - the weather’s makin’ me sick. morning’s so hot and sunny and when afternoon turns in, clouds turn to gray and then back to sunny and sometimes at night, it just rains…

plus last Sunday, we went to our province to give my cousin a drive home who just arrived and went down from ship (he’s a seaman).it was very sunny when we left the city then we traveled for an hour and and a half with the car air conditioner on then sometimes, we have a stop to buy food then it’s really hot outside then get back to the car.

it was exactly lunch time when we reach the province. we had our lunch and i was starting to have colds so i drank a lot of water but did not worked out since i still go out.i just stayed inside the house and mostly drink soft drinks.

until now, my colds get worse and i just have to drink lots of water and i eat orange fruit when i get home from school.

i better have cough that colds because colds really are disturbing and it does not make you feel comfortable. you keep on  wiping your nose until it gets hurt. while the cough, you can just cover your mouth or get out and let it out.

i once took a medicine for colds and then i haven’t noticed that it will make you feel sleepy. i took it after i ate my snacks in the afternoon. after i ate my dinner i felt really very sleepy and it was still 8 in the evening. it was then that i realized that it was the med i took that made feel drowsy. i wanna take one more in the morning but i should not because i still have my classes and i might just sleep in the class. now i still feel very sick and looks like i will get a fever….

today is a Wednesday and supposedly we are on our washday attire but instead, we were on our gala uniform because our school had a mass which honestly i don’t know what the occasion was.

morning was super hot! how could you just imagine someone walking in the streets with long sleeves on, on a very sunny and warm day? i was already sweating a lot - it was flowing down my back and my armpits was dead wet! i don’t have my umbrella because it was misplaced inside the house…

my first subject was fairly unbearable… as usual it is our Organic Chemistry with the "inorganic professor". better done when he told us to have the class at the AVR…later that noon we just realized it was raining cats and dogs.it was sudden and wishing that it would be cold again just like the past few weeks…

then we had a very sacred laboratory class.we had our post-lab discussion but the class were only few and  we were like in a heaven - silent and cloudy…but as much as possible we tried to make it interesting and sensible. finals really make me lazy with all those clearances to be signed by the school’s different offices and organization.they sacrifice the student’s time…

i have decided that on this day i should be having my own lens case and solution. i was expecting to have a meet-up with someone i know of selling the solution.we already made a deal and she had a great offer for me.but then i guess she’s too much busy to meet me up for a little thing which i badly needed.that was okay for me.the bad thing was i bought the solution at the mall since i saw the same solution. however, it was too big compared to what i only need. i have no choice but to buy it since i don’t have anything to use when i take off my lens for today.thought it was still advantageous.i’m excited for it and hoping i could get another lens…another something to collect on - they’re pretty interesting…

God! i miss this stuff… i haven’t been here for several months because the past few months was really a peak season for getting busy and now that summer here in Philippines is fast approaching, we are starting to feel much better and lighter…it’s already March and heat’s coming up, perfect for beach trippin’. well, not yet totally heating because sometimes it just surprisingly rains in the afternoon and very windy in the morning.

Yesterday was my elder brother’s 22nd birthday. not noticing the days passing by, we do get older…he is quite matured now and unfortunately he doesn’t have a job yet and that’s my wish for him.

Also last night i got my first pair of contact lenses  from Ms.Cha of Geeksmoocher. i am excited to use it however, i can’t because i don’t have a case and solution yet and it’s still on order.hopefully we can do meet-up this afternoon for the product i ordered from her. infairness, Ms.Cha is gorgeous and also kind. it was nice meeting her…

Anyway, being back with this, i will try to update it every now and then.