the kaleidoscope

I gotta say what’s in my mind
Something about us
doesn’t seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It’s so hard to say
But I’ve gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay
I’ve go to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don’t wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it’s just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away
I’m leaving today ‘coz
I’ve gotta do what’s best for me
you’ll be okay
I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
You know I never wanted to trust you

Gabriella
And what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

Troy
I’ll miss you

Gabriella
So I’ve got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I’m trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I’ve got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I’m trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away (3x)

the song’s lyrics is just ideal for me. when you really get to absorb the message of the song, you can say that at this days, it’s really very difficult for someone to tell those lines in a mannerable way. when i get to hear this music, it makes me think that somehow we need this lines some time, someway. we don’t have to risk  our personal lives when we are not sure of our situation anymore, when we need the time to be of our own. once a person is into a reationship, it isn’t necessary that you have to be together at all times- whatever you do and where ever you have to go. somehow, a person still needs his/her privacy for that someone to have his/her best. even if considering the fact that you are partners, still you have your own plans to accomplish. anyway, we have the saying that if you’re meant to be, then you’ll be.

i hope partners out there get to realize these things and considerations.